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It just fucking sucks. I don’t know what motivation is anymore. I try so hard to think about my future & tell myself this time will pass, just work for my future, but it’s so hard. I stress the fuck out about school, & I feel fucking dead… Every single day. No energy, no real feelings except for when I’m upset over the same shit. Ugh what did I do w my damn life

(Source: this-crazy-thing-called-life-198, via penguinjulie)
One thing that hurts is finding something of your boyfriends/girlfriends that relates to their ex. Especially seeing old messages/convos w each other. I thought you’d be smart enough to hide that shit away from me, but you left it all public & not just for me to see, but everyone. I’m not gonna get mad at you for it, but I’m not gonna lie & say it don’t hurt. “I love you” “love you too” seeing you say that to another girl& another girl say that to you.. Shit crushes me, but whatever the past is the past. I can’t control it.